well hello there! I've finally done all my finals and I decided to reward myself with yes! blogging lol
*responsibleblogger
so seeing my title you may feel slightly familiar well, it's because its a well known song!
you know...Roman Keating ? does it ring a bell ?
okay maybe if i posted his lyrics you will remember !

It's amazing how you
Can speak right to my heart.
Without saying a word
You can light up the dark.

Try as I may, I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing.

[Chorus:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me.
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me.
 The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall.
You say it best when you say nothing at all.

okay so maybe this song is suppose to make you feel all romantical and go "AWWWW..."
but you know the moment when the title of the song and the real meaning of it is totally opposite?
or is it just me? haha
people around me, when I say nothing at all it's an alarm that I may not be myself lol
if you're quiet enough you may hear alarm bells ringing, seriously.
i mean, the only moment i say nothing at all is when... 
I'm angry and can't speak (bad)
I'm sad and emo (bad too except if you're evil and mean and prefer everybody in the world to be all sad and emo and making floods with their tears)
I'm grumpy because I just woke up (definitely bad)
I'm disappointed and refuse to explain anything (super bad, badest among them all)

so, you see. It is nothing to be happy about
because I am my normal self when i speak and blab a lot
so much that whenever I am silent people will be worried
so err yes, I talk THAT much. hahaha *awkward laugh since i dunno whether it's good or bad
good when it means i talk what I think, without hiding what I actually think, which is scary
bad when i talk and talk and talk teachers have to change my place a number of times when I was in primary school lol but I still talk because the problem isn't my friends, IT'S ME.

okay so good for you now you learn more about me
and bad for me as I've just tell the entire world that I'm a blabbermouth.

Okay I guess that's all. Will blog more since I'm going to be super free!
xoxo,
Charisnk