talking about my relationship last night somehow opened a pandora box inside of me so here I am again ranting
this time will be about how I've grown in this relationship
In my opinion, candidate A (still reliving my MUET moment lol everytime I think of it I laugh) I think that a relationship should make you grow whether it is BGR (boy girl relationship) or friendship or God or any social contacts you had with others
if there's no growing, what's the point?
here's some example on how I've grown hahaha now you will understand my catchy post title

5 years ago
boyf lookin at phone.
me: "WHO ARE YOU SMS-ING WITH?!!"

now
me: "food is hereeeeeee!"

5 years ago
boyf still looking at phone
me: "WHO IS THE GIRL YOU'RE TALKING TO?!!!"

now
me: "eh, what she say what she say? reply her lahhhhh"

5 years ago
while sms-ing (last time no wechat what)
me: "baby, what are you doing?"
me: "baby why you no reply me?"
me: "baby call me."
me: "baby you no love me already ah?"
(lollll, okay okay I admit I was kind of clingy last time)

now
me: "eating now, ttyl."
me: "oops, fall asleep, you called me ah?"

5 years ago
caught boyf looking at other girls
me: "WHY ARE YOU STARING AT HER BUM???!!"

now
me: "yahor, actually quite nice lor her bum. good eye sight ah"

5 years ago
me: "WHY IS SHE ASKING TO MEET YOU ALONE?!!! SHE LIKES YOU ISIT!!!?"

now
me: "go meet her lah, she no other friends already leh, ke lian."

and mind you, it doesn't mean that my feelings toward him has changed
It's just that, I know how he feels about me and all these minor things doesn't mean as much to me as it does last time when we first got together
okay, maybe I was insecure last time and just needed him to reassure that he loves me and me alone
I'd like to think that I'm super zen now that I don't scream that much hahahaha
yeap, that's me, extraordinaire zen guru
join the line if you want to learn from me ya?

xx.

5 years time is not too long nor too short but boy can you do all sorts in it
you can....
use it for your degree and masters
build your dream house from scratch
watch a baby grow into a five-year-old
work and save around 30k considering you save 500 per month

and I used it on...... him


lol in a good kind of way of course hahaha
when I look back at pictures 5 years ago, I actually get into a heart attack seeing how childish I look and acted but we all had our moments, no? OR IS IT JUST ME ??!
when people normally ask me how long is my relationship and I tell them "5 years loh"
I usually get two kind of reaction

one is- "WHATTTTT?!!! u no get bored one meh?!!"
the other- "WAAAAA!! 5 YEARS?!!"

LOL. true story.
truth to be said, no, I didn't got bored or he wouldn't still be around no?
I admit I am not the perfect girlfriend and my temper is one of a kind lol one moment I can be super happy and without knowing, I can be super emotional just because of a few words he had said
I am not proud nor am I bragging but everytime world war happens, he is the one who is sensible
One of the reason we are still together is that he didn't let go
and of course, he treats me like a princess hahaha and of course I am grateful for having such a boyfie so when everytime I tell him "I love you baby" he will go "If you love me so much, change your temper" hahaha how adorable!


even though we often joked that we were an item too early, I know that it's just for laugh
I mean, what will i have become without him?

I was so so excited that I straitaway tore them out and stuff them in my purse just in case I got to use them!
just like the other day when I went to Morganfield's with le boyf, I got to use my Morganfield voucher!

Then dessert at Haagen Daz



Birthday celebration with my girls at Scott Garden Loft Suites for a day!
we rented a suite for a night and went cray cray midnight lol


the two birthday girls! our bithdays are only 2 days apart so every year we celebrate them together




with our substitute birthday cake hahaha
if you see clearly enough you can see that ther ice cream is already melting and #youknowwhy lolll




My OOTD!



check out one of our normal videos hahaha I am still hesitating whether or not to post those cray cray ones on the web hmmmmmm


and that's all!
had a wonderful wonderful birthday this year and i love all those who made them possible
xoxo